LoVeE nN mIsSs Uu AlWaZz...

dear... today 4got to bring handphone to skol lei... tink i mayb wun bring to skol le... find it easier to concentrate... but i oso noe u wun find mi de... today can say quite sad ba... yesterday u nvr call mi... u say u will de... end up u didnt... tis morning oso nvr come n find mi... during my art lesson u oso nvr find mi... i actually tot u nvr cum to skol n was worried... but when i heard my frens say they saw u then i felt relax... dun u noe how much i care for u??? haiz... today i go home alone nehz... u oso nvr find mi... dunno lei... u dun love mi as much le... did u realise??? i noe i shldnt tink liddat coz i dunno how u feel... but i realli cant feel it... though sometimes i noe u realli love mi... but i find dat i m trying to tink dat way... n when one day u realli dun love mi le i will still dunno... coz i tot u love mi... n suddenly i felt myself so ugly lo... not compatible for u at all lo... suddenly find dat i hav to keep a distance wif u... haiz... dunno lei... my holiday time is confirm le... haha... i can go tis sat but hav to go home b4 9... thursday lei... i tink no high hopes la... i oso not v free ma... v sianz... v fan... when then u will noe how i feel??? if we continue liddat r we realli going to last??? i tot as stead, we muz alwaz or rather we shld alwaz noe where is each other each time... i dun tink u noe i hav guzheng today... i dun tink u noe wat time i go home today... n u nvr even ask... dun even bother to find mi... all u do is slp... haiz... nvr tink of mi at all... u found mi le... but then wat i heard is disappointment... instead of persuading mi to go, u tell mi dat if i dun go oso nvm... though u may tink tis may ease mi... but now realli damn sad le... waiting for ur call... finally u called... no... finally i found u... wat u tell mi is tis... i sad until dun wish to say anithing... u may hav no choice bcoz u r using fren's hp... end up u hang up... left mi to b sad alone... i realli dunno... suddenly feel so xin ku... mayb i shld take some rest ba... haiz...