hmm... today oni got one thing to say... abt my darling le... thing happen... i dun hav to say wat la... he tot i m angry... hav been msging mi more than 20 times perhaps... but i was actually slping... n my hp low batt... so off automatically... i feel so bad... i m sorie... darling... i m not angry... i was juz kidding n u tot i m angry... now i noe how much u love mi le...

aft tis thing then i keep tinkin... i m afraid dat i cant love him as much... sorie again... bcoz while i was tinkin i put jerry in my mind... i was tinkin whether i still like him... n whether i love him more than i love my darling... i noe i shldnt tink of tis at tis time... but the reason is dat i noe my darling love mi alot... i m afraid dat my heart still hav another person... then i was like tinkin... whether i shld choose the one i love most or the one who love mi most... seriously ev en if i choose jerry i wun b wif him... bcoz i dun tink mi n him is possible... shld juz stay as fren ba... at least for now... tis is wat i tink... i realli realli dunno whether i still love him... a little bit of the feeling is still dere ba... i like him for so long le... canot say forget then forget de ma... halfway forgotten... the oni reason is he hurts mi... nth else... is bcoz of tis dat i decided to let go... i noe my darling will c tis la... but i shldnt hide anithing frm him... tis is wat i hav been tinkin today... i realli dunno y i will tink of tis... mayb juz bcoz he love mi too much... i juz dun wanna hurt him... tink le oso feel like crying...